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Lost In An Endless Dark
03:56
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We keep all our fears in a bottle
With the objective to never open it all
But sometimes the bottle is open
We can’t stand in the dark when it
extract all of us
We remain defenseless to this fear
that corrode us
But I’ll be the opposite of a victim
I can’t stand being alone
in a darkness moment you will never know
just what you worth
I don’t wanna be
dominated by something I can’t see
By something I could never change
A feeling without face (x2)
I’m scared being here
the silence controls my mind
I can’t stop thinking in fucking death
Thinking in this, my eyes are lost
My mind doesn’t work
I’m on my knees but I will never fall
I’ll never fall this time
I’m gonna fucking escape
I’m gonna runaway
Destroyed in the empty my body don’t react
I’ll never be alone
My heart beat once again
I’m gonna rise above
Rise above
I hear the noise in the silence
I see the light in the dark
I feel the full in the empty
Do you think that this is life?
We keep all our fears in a bottle
With the objective to never open it all
But sometimes the bottle is open
Screams and shouts I’m listening
(We can’t stand in the dark when it
extract all of us
We remain defenseless to this fear)
Confused and blind I am
(that corrode us
But I’ll be the opposite of a victim)
Just to escape
Just escape
I don’t wanna be
dominated by something I can’t see
By something I could never change
A feeling without face (x2)
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I used to be sunken
but future’s keeping me alive
You better see before you speak
I am not better off dead
I can’t forget the words you said
the ones that you said to sink myself
Like a knife it stabbed me deep and slow
And here you left me afraid and alone
I won’t forget your coldest hands
which ones you took my heart away
And here you left me so afraid
so I won’t forget your face and your name
You want me walking into the mad world
But I’m not
Like a phantom you are
I cannot see you but I can’t hear your shout
And I feel your presence tonight
You said that I’d be useless for life
And like a phantom you are
I cannot sleep I have your words in my head
I’ll be there in your fall
I’ll be there in your fall
In your fall (x2)
I used to be sunken
but future’s keeping me alive
You better see before you speak
I am not better off dead
I used to be sunken
but future’s keeping me alive
You better see before you say it
I am not better dropped dead
It gives me hope when I’m so hopeless
It gives me hope in the hardest times
It lights up the dark when in the darkness
I cannot see what I can trust
Don’t say I’m better off dead
Cause I’m good for something you haven’t found it yet
You said I’m better off dead
Please don’t say I’m dead
Don’t say I’m better off dead (x3)
You said I’m fuckin dead
I used to be sunken
but future’s keeping me alive
You better see before you speak
I am not better off dead
I used to be sunken
but future’s keeping me alive
You better see before you say it
I am not better dropped dead
(Mark Richmans:)
Too many times, too many times…
Too many times you said I’m useless
but I’ll build my empire in front of your eyes
I won’t let you bring me down
I won’t fall down
Too many times you said I’m heartless
But I fight I fight and feel alive
Cause I’m not done yet
You made me feel the hopeless
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3. |
No Faith
04:38
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It’s not my mind who sees myself destructed
It’s my heart that feels my death
Lost in the same place where souls fly towards
the empty bodies to find his own piece of heart
No, you won’t say sorry
You sold my soul and let me alone in the dark
And you stole my own heart
in my weak bleeding hands when you said you would always stay
I can’t take one last breath, I’m in pain
My tears could shine
Like bright stars in the sky
Pray for me and never let it take my breath away
I feel alive but not ready to fly
I let the pain in
until it kills me
You know, you know
That I can’t save myself
Standing on the edge you said that
I can’t see what is fake
The only place where I can live calm I won’t let you come
I won’t let you come where I live calm
come where I can live calm
You know it’s hard to escape of your darkest thoughts
when you’re all alone
But it’s not my mind who sees the world destructed
It’s my heart that feels my death
That’s me, you’ll never know what I really know
I hope one day you know that when you look at me
You see no one
My tears could shine
Like bright stars in the sky
Pray for me and never let it take my breath away
I feel alive but not ready to fly
I let the pain in
until it kills me
What the fuck
I saw in your prays to make me
weak and killing myself?
Lost in pain I found my fucking self
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4. |
Stay In Our Hearts
04:01
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Show me you worth
You can't afford to be alone
We just can break them
I know you never trust yourself
but I know too it's time for you to change
I'm with you if you can't do it
trust me
The pain made you stay stronger
than you could ever know
The pain made you realize
things would be better if you can
save your life
You never realized it
You won't have to apologize
Please stay in our hearts
Please stay in our hearts
Break the walls of your pain
Hold on
Before you lie
I'll never let you fall
Stay in our hearts
Stay strong
We need you
Please don't leave
You have to stay strong and rise up,
You'll have to fight
to stay in our lives
We need you
please don't leave
You have to stay strong and rise up
the chemicals won't save your life
Before you go
Before you go
Stay in our hearts
I'll never let you fall
Stay in our hearts
Stray strong
I never thought that would be so hard
to see you one last time
Now I know that I need my eyes
to see you live
I'll never let you go
I'll never let you fall
this is what I said
This is what I told to
you
Look me in the eyes and say you'll never leave (x2)
Leave your problems behind
You'll realize you'll always stay in our hearts
stay in our hearts.
We need you
please don't leave
You have to stay strong and rise up
the chemicals won't save your life.
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Understood
04:42
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Tears are dropped without any sense
Suffering without fighting
Intense pain to know that you can never pull back
Knowing what you love is gone
And all I can do is look where your heart
can continue beating
And I’m searching for a place
To lock up myself and throw away those feelings
And finally leave behind
this pain of mine
is trying to drown in my deepest memories
remaining me of you
Nothing is better than being forgotten
when of that pain comes love
dead or alive your soul will always be my friend
You’ll always be my brother
And I will live with the pain of not being able to tell,
each day I love you more
The thoughts in my head stop working
Just to think of your goodbye
For you it’s impossible to be nothing but sunlight
To be only sunlight
Brother you for me were the universe
You were leaving,
now you’re my heart
without you never would return to beat
Nothing is better than being forgotten
when of that pain comes love
dead or alive your soul will always be my friend
You’ll always be my brother
And I will live with the pain of not being able to tell,
each day I love you more
Of black darkness always comes a light
because mine is very scary
But from that fear rise something extraordinary
Now I’m finally with you
Nothing is better than being forgotten
when of that pain comes love
dead or alive your soul will always be my friend
You’ll always be my brother
And I will live with the pain of not being able to tell,
each day I love you more (x2)
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6. |
Fuck Your Opinions
05:58
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Just tied by this
But I can escape
Just turned into dust
I will never fucking break
And could you set myself on fire?
Try it and wreck me
Oh, you’d get mad with pain
Your words have guilt and you blame myself like if
I did blame you
Just keep your pride to your fucking self
Fuck
No, you can’t take that
What did you expect?
That you could try and win this fight?
No, you can’t take that
What did you expect?
Fuck your opinions,
You are miserable
No pain, no wounds
Your words I don’t give a fuck
Won’t you realize
your crown won’t bring me down?
I hope one day you know how much you hurt people
That day you’re gonna see what has the world
prepared when you fall down
I hope one day you know how much you hurt people
And then you’ll realize what holds the world for you,
Bleah
The fire will burn yourself (x2)
I will never feel dominated by your rage
It can’t bring me down
I can’t stand this nightmare to build yours
And then make it real
I’ll never fall for you
Your words are words just said
as the world will make you see
(the world will make you see)
Your words are words I won’t believe
Are you gonna shut me down
or try to make me believe?
Try it now, you’ll never make believe
of your stupid beliefs
Forget the one you were
But now you’re just a shame
Just trying to find the thing you have inside
Too blind to realize
Too dumb to feel, yeah
Break me into pieces, you’ll see
That it’s not easy to wreck me
You’re gonna pay, you’re gonna feel
what you did to them
Just us
A brand new face
You’re not alone in this one
You’re gonna die
You’re gonna pay
But I’ll never fall
I’ll never fall for you
Your words are words just said
as the world will make you see
(the world will make you see)
Your words are words I won’t believe
Every word you say
has no meaning to me
Every word you say
don’t hurt me
I’ll never change my life
I’ll never change my way
Only for you, I’d never stop being who I am
Only for you, I’ll never change my way
Do you think I’m weak?
Do you think I’m blind?
You’re gonna see just what you are
Fuck your opinons
Fuck
I’ll never change my life
I’ll never change my way
Only for you, I’d never stop being who I am
Only for you, I’ll never change my way
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